QUOTE(neep @ Feb 28 2010, 02:24 PM)

I think my confidence really disappeared when I dropped it at a junction and couldn't pick it up again on my own

. I also couldn't get it on it's centre stand! I think I just felt more in control on a smaller bike.
Ah yes - it's a bit of a sod to pick up after a drop, unless you have help. I've had to do it myself a couple of times (inculding once in traffic on a busy road), but both times I think it was adrenaline that got me there...
As others have said, well done for backing up to a smaller machine rather than just quitting. There are a few folk on the board that have shifted to smaller bikes in the past couple of years, and they've really enjoyed not having to watch the throttle every second - you can give it some beans without getting into trouble.